You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?
all the things that you are
Sunday, August 19, 2012 / 10:35 PM
its not for attention i promise.
but...
pills?
jumping?
bleeding?
jaywalking?
her hand shakes and her body shivers as she thinks to herself "this is the last time"
but it'll never be...
Frankenstein
Friday, August 10, 2012 / 10:32 PM
what have i done what have i done?
my blood soaked hands and my hardened heart, what have you created?
each time going deeper than before...
overflow
Saturday, August 4, 2012 / 5:51 AM
the occasional explosions.
the loss of self control.
i was wrong. the longer you stop, once you start again it gets worse... not better...
what if it was you? what would you do?
i will cover the part of my heart that wants to scream and cry.
are you rid of all your worries and fears?
calmness
Monday, July 23, 2012 / 6:50 AM
inner peace -> found it yet?
that impossible anger strangling the grief, until the memory of your loved one is just... poison in your veins. And one day, you catch yourself wishing the person you loved had never existed so you'd be spared your pain.
March on.
Friday, July 13, 2012 / 4:57 AM
if life is short, would you choose experience or caution? many would say experience, but what if that experience leads to something bad, and life is short. would you rather spend that short life on a bad experience? or caution. stay safe. on the sidewalk.
SCREW UP
when you stop it, and you suddenly do it again, it comes back with a vengeance.
suddenly its worse than before
caution
Monday, July 9, 2012 / 8:38 PM
hands touch, eyes meet, sudden silence, sudden heat. hearts leap in a giddy whirl.
when what the heart wants contradicts what the head knows...
" you proved to me unintentionally, that you would self destruct eventually. now i'm thinking like the mistake i made doesn't hurt but its not gonna work coz it's really much worse than i thought. now this guilt's really all that i've got. "
Gone like the wind
Tuesday, July 3, 2012 / 9:52 AM
go to sleep and close your eyes
dream of broken butterflies...
that tore their wings against the thorn
you know the pain that they have borne
tears falling down on lips unkissed, she's not the kind you'll come to miss...
the fading smile
Sunday, July 1, 2012 / 12:58 AM
its one of those things that can't be said out loud.
its one of those things that you can barely begin to understand.
its one of those things that sucks your energy.
its just one of those things...
it comes to a point where commitments are scarier than ever, when friends are tiring to be around, when walls become thicker, when suddenly everything is so scary because nothing goes right, when the facade starts to fade...
where desperation meets action...
where the coolness of metal meets the warm rush of red...
(in)visible scars
Friday, May 11, 2012 / 12:11 AM
crimson tears, they run down: not down your cheeks.
how can you know i am hurting if you cannot see my pain? to wear it on my body is to explain what words fail to do.
brink
Sunday, December 18, 2011 / 1:23 AM
what if i cant take it anymore?
when life is at its total brink, no one should push it. should anyone do, you fall. what happens when you fall? you explode. is it possible then to keep the explosion to yourself?
You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?
all the things that you are
Sunday, August 19, 2012 / 10:35 PM
its not for attention i promise.
but...
pills?
jumping?
bleeding?
jaywalking?
her hand shakes and her body shivers as she thinks to herself "this is the last time"
but it'll never be...
Frankenstein
Friday, August 10, 2012 / 10:32 PM
what have i done what have i done?
my blood soaked hands and my hardened heart, what have you created?
each time going deeper than before...
overflow
Saturday, August 4, 2012 / 5:51 AM
the occasional explosions.
the loss of self control.
i was wrong. the longer you stop, once you start again it gets worse... not better...
what if it was you? what would you do?
i will cover the part of my heart that wants to scream and cry.
are you rid of all your worries and fears?
calmness
Monday, July 23, 2012 / 6:50 AM
inner peace -> found it yet?
that impossible anger strangling the grief, until the memory of your loved one is just... poison in your veins. And one day, you catch yourself wishing the person you loved had never existed so you'd be spared your pain.
March on.
Friday, July 13, 2012 / 4:57 AM
if life is short, would you choose experience or caution? many would say experience, but what if that experience leads to something bad, and life is short. would you rather spend that short life on a bad experience? or caution. stay safe. on the sidewalk.
SCREW UP
when you stop it, and you suddenly do it again, it comes back with a vengeance.
suddenly its worse than before
caution
Monday, July 9, 2012 / 8:38 PM
hands touch, eyes meet, sudden silence, sudden heat. hearts leap in a giddy whirl.
when what the heart wants contradicts what the head knows...
" you proved to me unintentionally, that you would self destruct eventually. now i'm thinking like the mistake i made doesn't hurt but its not gonna work coz it's really much worse than i thought. now this guilt's really all that i've got. "
Gone like the wind
Tuesday, July 3, 2012 / 9:52 AM
go to sleep and close your eyes
dream of broken butterflies...
that tore their wings against the thorn
you know the pain that they have borne
tears falling down on lips unkissed, she's not the kind you'll come to miss...
the fading smile
Sunday, July 1, 2012 / 12:58 AM
its one of those things that can't be said out loud.
its one of those things that you can barely begin to understand.
its one of those things that sucks your energy.
its just one of those things...
it comes to a point where commitments are scarier than ever, when friends are tiring to be around, when walls become thicker, when suddenly everything is so scary because nothing goes right, when the facade starts to fade...
where desperation meets action...
where the coolness of metal meets the warm rush of red...
(in)visible scars
Friday, May 11, 2012 / 12:11 AM
crimson tears, they run down: not down your cheeks.
how can you know i am hurting if you cannot see my pain? to wear it on my body is to explain what words fail to do.
brink
Sunday, December 18, 2011 / 1:23 AM
what if i cant take it anymore?
when life is at its total brink, no one should push it. should anyone do, you fall. what happens when you fall? you explode. is it possible then to keep the explosion to yourself?
So tell me about the rumours
Are they only rumours, or are they only lies?
biography
if only things remained like it did...
Jackie
what happened? i thought you said i could trust you?
yes, just call me Jackie. i'd prefer that.
i'm just the average everyday girl trying to make it through life.
smile :) its good to always have a smile on that face :)
dont tell me i'm crying. coz i'm not.
if you have nothing to say, then just leave.
-That's me. Accept it, Love it, Hate it. i dont care.
Falling out of a perfect dream
have you felt as if your world crashed right on top of you?
comments
you count down ten to one because when on zero you can smile
Funny how easily you crushed the trust
When it took you years to just build it.
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down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank
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