getting out of the car, into the familiar premises of my indonesian house, really feels like home. the smell of the garden to the smell of the big living room and my green little room... a little get away from the hecticness of Singapore.. thank God.... i feel like i wanna stay here... all the time. it gets my mind away from those unhappy thoughts :)

buying it was a big mistake. i should've known. i'd get laughed at. i was hesitant but bought it anyway. ended up humiliated by my mom, laughed at by my brother and sister. oh what the hell. i tried. dont say tht i didnt try. i tried. my hardest. i shouldn't have tried. let alone bring it to indonesia. so dont you judge me. you dont know what i've went though. what the hell. heck it. i dont care anymore. i just want my cousins over as fast as possible and get my mind off.

Fifa starts today. Go England.

getting out of the car, into the familiar premises of my indonesian house, really feels like home. the smell of the garden to the smell of the big living room and my green little room... a little get away from the hecticness of Singapore.. thank God.... i feel like i wanna stay here... all the time. it gets my mind away from those unhappy thoughts :)

buying it was a big mistake. i should've known. i'd get laughed at. i was hesitant but bought it anyway. ended up humiliated by my mom, laughed at by my brother and sister. oh what the hell. i tried. dont say tht i didnt try. i tried. my hardest. i shouldn't have tried. let alone bring it to indonesia. so dont you judge me. you dont know what i've went though. what the hell. heck it. i dont care anymore. i just want my cousins over as fast as possible and get my mind off.

Fifa starts today. Go England.