ahh after a long long long time, i smelled the fresh air and the cool breeze. i went for a job around my condo. 3 times around it is enough -.-" soo big :s anyway, after the panting , oh , its sooo nice. it felt so free, so out of this world. away from my suffocated life, away from my small room, away from my crashing life, it felt like i could escape from all those troubles that haunt me ! !! yea.. i should do this more often... after my run i laid down beside the pool, just surrounding myself in the dark, feeling the cool breeze pass over me and the serene silence... the silence that is in my room is heavy, and noisy. yes. noisy. it suffocates me :( midnight runs are the best. no one is there. i just laid there, it felt like an escape. a whole other world. it felt perfect. as if no one could break it. it felt. whole. and i like it ! i shall do it again next time... ahh the night is so comforting :) i just wish you were there with me too...

ahh after a long long long time, i smelled the fresh air and the cool breeze. i went for a job around my condo. 3 times around it is enough -.-" soo big :s anyway, after the panting , oh , its sooo nice. it felt so free, so out of this world. away from my suffocated life, away from my small room, away from my crashing life, it felt like i could escape from all those troubles that haunt me ! !! yea.. i should do this more often... after my run i laid down beside the pool, just surrounding myself in the dark, feeling the cool breeze pass over me and the serene silence... the silence that is in my room is heavy, and noisy. yes. noisy. it suffocates me :( midnight runs are the best. no one is there. i just laid there, it felt like an escape. a whole other world. it felt perfect. as if no one could break it. it felt. whole. and i like it ! i shall do it again next time... ahh the night is so comforting :) i just wish you were there with me too...