You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?
am i going crazy ?
Friday, July 23, 2010 / 1:20 AM
heres the update on my wrecked life so far :
- insomnia kills me. sleeping at 5.30 and waking up at 7 or 8.
- i need to eat. anything. even if it tastes bland. i feel the need to eat. anything and everything. shit this is called bingeing but i cnt seem to stop.
- i have mood swings. like horrible one. one minute i can be happy like theres no tomorrow, and the next minute i can be frustrated and annoyed at everyone around me.
- i C a lot. CS now. and NO its NOT counter strike. its... just something. and i cant stop doing that. i hate it.
- i get and am lethargic for everything. and being lethargic isnt very helpful.
- i space out easily. so if i seem to not reply u or whatever, just nudge me or say "JACK U THERE?!" and i'll reply u. spacing out is NOT very helpful during my EF classes when my students are asking for me "miss? miss !!!"
- i feel like crap.
You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?
am i going crazy ?
Friday, July 23, 2010 / 1:20 AM
heres the update on my wrecked life so far :
- insomnia kills me. sleeping at 5.30 and waking up at 7 or 8.
- i need to eat. anything. even if it tastes bland. i feel the need to eat. anything and everything. shit this is called bingeing but i cnt seem to stop.
- i have mood swings. like horrible one. one minute i can be happy like theres no tomorrow, and the next minute i can be frustrated and annoyed at everyone around me.
- i C a lot. CS now. and NO its NOT counter strike. its... just something. and i cant stop doing that. i hate it.
- i get and am lethargic for everything. and being lethargic isnt very helpful.
- i space out easily. so if i seem to not reply u or whatever, just nudge me or say "JACK U THERE?!" and i'll reply u. spacing out is NOT very helpful during my EF classes when my students are asking for me "miss? miss !!!"
- i feel like crap.
So tell me about the rumours
Are they only rumours, or are they only lies?
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if only things remained like it did...
Jackie
what happened? i thought you said i could trust you?
yes, just call me Jackie. i'd prefer that.
i'm just the average everyday girl trying to make it through life.
smile :) its good to always have a smile on that face :)
dont tell me i'm crying. coz i'm not.
if you have nothing to say, then just leave.
-That's me. Accept it, Love it, Hate it. i dont care.
Falling out of a perfect dream
have you felt as if your world crashed right on top of you?
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you count down ten to one because when on zero you can smile
Funny how easily you crushed the trust
When it took you years to just build it.
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down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank
