others being cold, being indifferent and ridiculing me , i can handle, i can take. but my own sister doing that to me just takes it to a whole new level. yea sure, she seems SO FRIENDLY to u right ? and she even smiles at me and pats my head to say "hello dede!" infront of you. what you all dont see, is how FAKE her smile is. and then i see other friends who could confide in their older sister all their problems coz older sisters have more experience. if i ever confided in mine, i wont get advice and comfort. i'll get ridiculed and laughed at. and my brother would know everything. i cant even trust my own sister. when was the last time she initiated a conversation with me? years and eons ago.

and im NOT in the mood for games. if u have nothing better to say, then just shutup and dont bother.

others being cold, being indifferent and ridiculing me , i can handle, i can take. but my own sister doing that to me just takes it to a whole new level. yea sure, she seems SO FRIENDLY to u right ? and she even smiles at me and pats my head to say "hello dede!" infront of you. what you all dont see, is how FAKE her smile is. and then i see other friends who could confide in their older sister all their problems coz older sisters have more experience. if i ever confided in mine, i wont get advice and comfort. i'll get ridiculed and laughed at. and my brother would know everything. i cant even trust my own sister. when was the last time she initiated a conversation with me? years and eons ago.

and im NOT in the mood for games. if u have nothing better to say, then just shutup and dont bother.