You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?
siblings
Friday, July 9, 2010 / 1:29 AM
its always nice to know that ur siblings are there for u when u need them... i've seen many brothers and sisters laughing and playing and hugging each other... my siblings are awesome. really. on their own, they're charismatic, handsome, pretty, kind, gentle (not for my brother) ... they laugh alot and they make a lot of changes and impact on other's lives... its nice, its good to see that in my siblings... i always say to my friends "wow, u must be lucky ur sister wants to buy u something!" i mean honestly, when was the last time i had a birthday present from them? when was the last time i hugged my sister? it kills to know the fact that they're there, physically. but they arent there with me emotionally or psychologically... my sister doesnt even bother abt me maybe... i talk to her "hey cici," and she just pretended not to hear me. i havent really had a conversation with her for days now... my brother's not so bad... he takes me out when he drives... i miss my sister... to others, shes the best sister i can ever have. she smiles to me , she pats my head (like im a doggie.) and she teases me (friendly) infront of her friends... how i wish she was like that all the time... no one in church or in school would believe that i can go on for months without a real conversation. the most would be "hi cici!" and "hm" from her. or "go away" ... people have problems and they talk to their siblings... i have problems and if my siblings now... wow, all hell breaks loose and i'll have to face weeks of humiliation from them... so if u have a sibling who loves you, and who takes care of you, who really plays and talks with u, dont u DARE say that you're annoyed with them. dont u DARE say you hate them... because you're lucky to have them... i wish mine was...
You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?
siblings
Friday, July 9, 2010 / 1:29 AM
its always nice to know that ur siblings are there for u when u need them... i've seen many brothers and sisters laughing and playing and hugging each other... my siblings are awesome. really. on their own, they're charismatic, handsome, pretty, kind, gentle (not for my brother) ... they laugh alot and they make a lot of changes and impact on other's lives... its nice, its good to see that in my siblings... i always say to my friends "wow, u must be lucky ur sister wants to buy u something!" i mean honestly, when was the last time i had a birthday present from them? when was the last time i hugged my sister? it kills to know the fact that they're there, physically. but they arent there with me emotionally or psychologically... my sister doesnt even bother abt me maybe... i talk to her "hey cici," and she just pretended not to hear me. i havent really had a conversation with her for days now... my brother's not so bad... he takes me out when he drives... i miss my sister... to others, shes the best sister i can ever have. she smiles to me , she pats my head (like im a doggie.) and she teases me (friendly) infront of her friends... how i wish she was like that all the time... no one in church or in school would believe that i can go on for months without a real conversation. the most would be "hi cici!" and "hm" from her. or "go away" ... people have problems and they talk to their siblings... i have problems and if my siblings now... wow, all hell breaks loose and i'll have to face weeks of humiliation from them... so if u have a sibling who loves you, and who takes care of you, who really plays and talks with u, dont u DARE say that you're annoyed with them. dont u DARE say you hate them... because you're lucky to have them... i wish mine was...
So tell me about the rumours
Are they only rumours, or are they only lies?
biography
if only things remained like it did...
Jackie
what happened? i thought you said i could trust you?
yes, just call me Jackie. i'd prefer that.
i'm just the average everyday girl trying to make it through life.
smile :) its good to always have a smile on that face :)
dont tell me i'm crying. coz i'm not.
if you have nothing to say, then just leave.
-That's me. Accept it, Love it, Hate it. i dont care.
Falling out of a perfect dream
have you felt as if your world crashed right on top of you?
comments
you count down ten to one because when on zero you can smile
Funny how easily you crushed the trust
When it took you years to just build it.
affiliates
down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank