looking back at old photos, i seem to be able to smile effortlessly... and really, i loved smiling. its just a natural thing to do, like breathing! u dont have to think to smile. how i envy that... no i look in the mirror and i can barely recognize that girl ! i know most teens have this "identification problem" abt not knowing who they are. please, i know who i am. i just cant recognize myself . literally. my smile looks so forced and everything else abt me changed. i cnt find myself again. i looked back at old photos. so carefree. i wanna go back to those times again... where bleeding knees and elbows were my only problems... help...

looking back at old photos, i seem to be able to smile effortlessly... and really, i loved smiling. its just a natural thing to do, like breathing! u dont have to think to smile. how i envy that... no i look in the mirror and i can barely recognize that girl ! i know most teens have this "identification problem" abt not knowing who they are. please, i know who i am. i just cant recognize myself . literally. my smile looks so forced and everything else abt me changed. i cnt find myself again. i looked back at old photos. so carefree. i wanna go back to those times again... where bleeding knees and elbows were my only problems... help...