You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?
Sunday, August 22, 2010 / 10:19 PM
the house seems awfully quiet now. on sunday nights it'll usually be soo noisy that the TV has to be turned off during dinner time so we could eat. today i got back from church and the silence was so deafening that i had to turn on the TV for no apparent reason, just so that there'll be noise in the house. haha, yea i'll see my brother again soon, december is coming quick (: but in the mean while, i need to learn how to get used to this silence. normally, i just shut myself in the room too. even when he was around. so you might ask "what difference does it make anyways?" it makes a difference coz you know that this time, when you are alone in the room, you are also alone in the house. no one to pick me up from school, no one to drive me to rmj, no one to tease me, and no one to fight with me. ahaha... damn i'll miss those times. there are a few really nice friends that bbm or sms me wondering if i was ok or not, and to just say that they'll be there for me if i needed them when i get lonely or what not. and really, thank you so much to you lovely people (: it means alot (:
You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?
Sunday, August 22, 2010 / 10:19 PM
the house seems awfully quiet now. on sunday nights it'll usually be soo noisy that the TV has to be turned off during dinner time so we could eat. today i got back from church and the silence was so deafening that i had to turn on the TV for no apparent reason, just so that there'll be noise in the house. haha, yea i'll see my brother again soon, december is coming quick (: but in the mean while, i need to learn how to get used to this silence. normally, i just shut myself in the room too. even when he was around. so you might ask "what difference does it make anyways?" it makes a difference coz you know that this time, when you are alone in the room, you are also alone in the house. no one to pick me up from school, no one to drive me to rmj, no one to tease me, and no one to fight with me. ahaha... damn i'll miss those times. there are a few really nice friends that bbm or sms me wondering if i was ok or not, and to just say that they'll be there for me if i needed them when i get lonely or what not. and really, thank you so much to you lovely people (: it means alot (:
So tell me about the rumours
Are they only rumours, or are they only lies?
biography
if only things remained like it did...
Jackie
what happened? i thought you said i could trust you?
yes, just call me Jackie. i'd prefer that.
i'm just the average everyday girl trying to make it through life.
smile :) its good to always have a smile on that face :)
dont tell me i'm crying. coz i'm not.
if you have nothing to say, then just leave.
-That's me. Accept it, Love it, Hate it. i dont care.
Falling out of a perfect dream
have you felt as if your world crashed right on top of you?
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you count down ten to one because when on zero you can smile
Funny how easily you crushed the trust
When it took you years to just build it.
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down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank
