You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?
lost in life.
Thursday, August 12, 2010 / 5:29 PM


cs hasnt stopped yet. its the longest period that i've had cs for. hell. yea i'm not exaggerating. ugh i feel sick. i should stop this bingeing. i feel somewhat calmer though... i cnt get through a whole day without c. or maybe i would just c myself to sleep. it comes even in the most unexpected places. am i going crazy?

it takes one drop to ripple the pond
but it takes forever to respond.
it takes one drop to pollute the water
and only one wrong step to falter.
it takes years to build that small trust
but only a second for it to turn back to dust.
they try so hard to cure her from being bloody
but they cant coz the hurting scars are the ones they cant see.
"Go Away" she screams as she tries to mask
for she is sick and tired from all that they asked.
at night she sometimes turns in her bed
just wondering what will be new in tomorrow's dread.
but the sun is already up when she says "amen"
a voice in her head saying "here we go again".




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