you're lucky if your parents listen to you. hahah, nonono, its not like my parents dont hear me. they obviously DO hear me. they HEAR me. they dont LISTEN to me. yes. hearing and listening is two different things. and its another whole case if your parents dont listen to you AND they also have RABs. its so annoying you have no idea. its like i'm their source of depression and burden. i guess i am. no, tonight, i was actually laughing abit for the first time. for a few minutes i actually felt alive again. just a few minutes. most of my laugh and craziness was also just lies though. but just a few minutes. a few minutes. i felt alive. and my mom burst into my room. RAB. killed everything. everything that i asked for. killed it, and she unconsciously pushed me further into my dark world. thanks for helping. HAHAHA, yea. maybe i AM a rebellious teen. SO WHAT ?! its not like my own problems get heard. BACK OFF. unless you know how to help . well you dont. so get off. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL ! the only reason why i dont even bother to tell you my stuff, is coz you dont even listen. you dont listen. i've tried to tell you. you just DONT listen. so dont call me rebellious. i tried telling you. you didnt listen. its not my fault. but i wont repeat. i'm tired.

you're lucky if your parents listen to you. hahah, nonono, its not like my parents dont hear me. they obviously DO hear me. they HEAR me. they dont LISTEN to me. yes. hearing and listening is two different things. and its another whole case if your parents dont listen to you AND they also have RABs. its so annoying you have no idea. its like i'm their source of depression and burden. i guess i am. no, tonight, i was actually laughing abit for the first time. for a few minutes i actually felt alive again. just a few minutes. most of my laugh and craziness was also just lies though. but just a few minutes. a few minutes. i felt alive. and my mom burst into my room. RAB. killed everything. everything that i asked for. killed it, and she unconsciously pushed me further into my dark world. thanks for helping. HAHAHA, yea. maybe i AM a rebellious teen. SO WHAT ?! its not like my own problems get heard. BACK OFF. unless you know how to help . well you dont. so get off. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL ! the only reason why i dont even bother to tell you my stuff, is coz you dont even listen. you dont listen. i've tried to tell you. you just DONT listen. so dont call me rebellious. i tried telling you. you didnt listen. its not my fault. but i wont repeat. i'm tired.