JL.

You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?

What happened to 'carefree' ?

Saturday, October 2, 2010 / 6:41 PM

the last of the sun's rays filtered through the blinds

the warmth of the room soaking through your skin.

as then sun finally disappears

a sigh was let loose through your lips.

the noiseless room as stagnant as water

another week has just gone by.

the week was fine but how fine was it?

your breath gets uneven and you find it heavy

your heart is pumping--threatening to explode.

such a small flight of stairs

but your sweat glands are over reacting.

a week has gone by, and how high have you been?

you cant recall a day you've gone high.

you cant recall a day you've laughed like an idiot.

the promises you've seem to have broken

the words you've seem to have said.

why is it that you feel like an impostor?

then once again it suddenly hits you.

are you going to let it take over you ?

or are you going to resist it as hard as you can?

but slowly you cant take it anymore, sitting there..

you let it take over you.

sitting there..

wondering how letting it take over you, will help make you sane...