You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?
reliving the days
Tuesday, July 5, 2011 / 1:37 AM
only now, i've just learned how to deal with it quietly. its still there, but now i know how to push it aside. flashbacks will always be coming back to me, and you wont know how much it burns. but when i reached a certain point;; i feel so tempted, to not feel at all. to go numb. with no emotions what so ever. however when reality checks - i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all...
You say you really know me
But exactly how much of me do you really understand?
reliving the days
Tuesday, July 5, 2011 / 1:37 AM
only now, i've just learned how to deal with it quietly. its still there, but now i know how to push it aside. flashbacks will always be coming back to me, and you wont know how much it burns. but when i reached a certain point;; i feel so tempted, to not feel at all. to go numb. with no emotions what so ever. however when reality checks - i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all...
So tell me about the rumours
Are they only rumours, or are they only lies?
biography
if only things remained like it did...
Jackie
what happened? i thought you said i could trust you?
yes, just call me Jackie. i'd prefer that.
i'm just the average everyday girl trying to make it through life.
smile :) its good to always have a smile on that face :)
dont tell me i'm crying. coz i'm not.
if you have nothing to say, then just leave.
-That's me. Accept it, Love it, Hate it. i dont care.
Falling out of a perfect dream
have you felt as if your world crashed right on top of you?
comments
you count down ten to one because when on zero you can smile
Funny how easily you crushed the trust
When it took you years to just build it.
affiliates
down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank
